Donation offer in peace and security

Hello, i own a business importing red oil and shea butter in France, my name is ANNEMARIE LINDEN, euros that I would like to make a donation to a trustworthy and honest person including my spiritual father advised me to put it to good use. Spain and the Netherlands, € we had no children. From Luxembourg and I live in the Netherlands and sometimes in Spain and France. I would like to donate this amount. I suffer from a disease station which condemned me to certain death, it is throat cancer and I have a sum of 307000 and I lost my husband many It was 6 years old, which affected me a lot and I was not able to remarry until this day,